Ego-Mania

Today amongst my feelings and trappings i feel most desolate. To say I have social angst is an understatement I dont pertain to concieve or even try to wrap my head around the childish behaviour I have been subjected to. It is quite odd to know that a year ago today Dave Grohl was still alive, healthy and probably scared shit-less about what was going to happen, I still hold firmly that he knew he was going to die and at the hands of a hiddeous creation he , himself nutured into existence . My mother believed me to be catatonic , which I had to explain my listlessness and incapability not to be inspired to move past the current predictament. In four days it will be Mother's Day , How can I honor anybody when they showed no respect for the person that I am.
There have been several reapings and more raptures, and yet no one has even shown the slightest hint towards reaching absolution. My neighbors have a gorish response to everything I do . I Hate them because they wont leave me alone one of my neighbors died , it was a reaping , I wondered into a doctors office and found a great gathering of sinners , he's a good doctor and after Vince Vaugh (Of all people) kicked in the right side of belly . It not only hurt but it prohibited the natural flow of my menstrual period. Several left overs from the pickect fence cartel ..that gay bullshit , have decided it seems to ignore all signs and warnings heeding them to do the contrary , and continue to keep me on the brink of starvation , so as I can beg for acceptance ??? What the Fuck !!thats like expecting the owner of a club to pay entrance into his own property !!!!!!

I mean who else could send those visions--monique