Dear America

Today I felt a lot happier however one can always count on ones mother to truly make them feel like a useless piece of shit . I remembered where I had Mary ( Sarah ) I believe my mother knows where these individuals live . She just wants to keep them away from me and cornered by Jackie. In the same little spot , her god is a god of many faces the god of hypocrites and liars. The god of priests whom act as infidels . There is this one priest that she would follow into the gates of hell if he asked her . Because those are the only individuals that are linked to god men who commit sex acts on children. I hater this feeling furthermore , I read that Glenn Beck had a huge rally in which a party that takes pride in there attempt to convince colonial America that Native-Americans where terrorists and to start a war with Britain. I hate you teabaggers.This is just another showcase by the media who is neither liberal or conservative to draw attention from what really matters cleaning up the oil spill, ending the war in iraq, distributing the money from tarp back to the taxpayers . Fear feeds evil and everyone seems rife with it what can an almighty god ..nothing is impossible . I look to humanity for comfort and find none specially in my mother . I went to Mary Magdalene's last place she was living , my mother told me no that she never did believe in Mary Magdelene , I believe she was me on the brink of insanity so she can put me down , in the hopes that the horrible things she's done didn't have a "real" affect since it was to stop a version of me that was alien or sick . She then turned the corner to show me where they had moved them to the back of the house , I turned looked at her in shock and she smugged her face and shrugged her shoulders like you shouldn't pretend to be god . I was speaking to this young man on the phone the other day and said he felt the same way that everything seemed like a game of twilight and all these people were just characters playing to be something more likely me that I am not however he can barely saw who he is an individual let alone judge me and what I have done . That is another thing I have hate towards America , this thick veil of ignorance around their youth . It was real when I might of been Dave Grohl's killer, It was real enough to put me down in the past and now with me revealing things in your dreams no it cant be real well even if I slip and get admitted to an asylum the karma to your consequences wont stop they will multiply . There is no getting around this .