I wish this

...feeling of angst would just pour forth from my heart and sink into the earth. And all this sadness would leave me it still feels like rape . All I want to do is talk to another and feel comfort.St. Mikael got sent on a mission ,its seems they want to keep everyone separated from each other in our time of need. When we would need each other the most . I dont know where Yeshua and Uzziel are but I do know where MAry Magdalene is . Except it is getting the courage , to go up to her house and knocking on the door. I dont want to readmit myself but it seems inevitable .