Dear Diary

I have to admit that I have been doing better lately . The program at the hospital seems to be having a great affect . Ish's girlfriend finally moved out and I feel a lot better now . I have been diagnosed with having acute ptsd. The fact that I dont have complicated ptsd is amazing considering what I have been through. I find I miss david more and more . All the chances we could of had , I wonder not about the past because I know I cant change it .I am concerned about my future but I have less anxiety now . I have decided on a new writing project to be published here and I hope everyone who reads it will enjoy it to. The therapy that I have been receiving is called cognitive behavioral therapy , I really do enjoy it ..most of the time. Today was kind of a sleepy day to day and keep nodding off. You ever want chocolate but never can find any in the house when you really want it .