The tales of boom boom kitty fuck .( for those in the know..and nose)

The hardest thing to think about is how soo many people can know they are in debt to someone and still choose to stick your nose up at them and blow them off . It hurts my stomach to think of it. I didnt get a chance to go to my therapy session today because I had been retriving repressed memories in my sleep . I was in the middle of this odd dream where there zombies and a really old friend who betrayed me as well and never gave any thought to reconciling her sins. So I decided it was too early to deal with existence so I went back to sleep and finished dreaming. I looked up the dream and basically its a reflection of what I have been feeling ..dead and disconnected to the world. Wondering where my angels are and where they could have been . Brings me anguish I wish they where here to help lift my spirits and tell me whats next or if I 'll be okay ..because I dont feel okay . Its sucks well also because my friend Susan has been coming over alot lately and the weed I have had sucks !! So I end up smoking more and I feel like its a waste for my brother to go out of his way to bring me bunk shit . and hats off to owen wilson your new nose looks great ..hhhmmm I wonder what happened?