The tales of boom boom kitty fuck.

The summation of this entire situation is degrading . It pushes thoughts and memories through my head . As I stare at fresh vomit stomach on the carpet I tried to clean up. It was horrible and I barely remembered it . I was just glad it was over, when he came into my mouth . He was slack-jawed , tack less, and he reminded me of my childhood moments with Anthony and Michael . I remember them treating sweetly right before they wanted to rape my mouth ..and then hit me and put things in my hair . None the less I doubt I'll be doing that again . I hate having that feeling that you have to submit to a man to avoid violence , or shame. In the end there is always shame . I remember them always saying " I could never be ugly " that statement pisses me off so much . I wish I had taken the chance to punch this guy matt, I should of taken it. Last night I took a cruise with a girlfriend , her and her old man got into a bit of tiff. she needed time to cool off . I Bought her a shake for the cotton mouth , she ended up throwing it towards her husband. I also met this wonderful woman who reads and preaches the bible to me , I love it. She called to give heed to taking a job reading tarot cards . She said she couldn't allow herself to be friends with such a person as well. God isn't this narrow to be secluded in one religion or philosophy. To much time is given in to vanity . My God is blue , Yours is black ..does it matter. Most people would say yes , well it does and it doesn't matter . Religion is usually intertwined with ones own identity that is why we take it so personally . However faith is base , like pure water .