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Well I have this sadness that lies inside of me ,it gnaws sucks my life right out of me . This is just the way it seems. I went to my meditation group last night and I have to admit it I had a great time . Every time I tried to read my set for myself the message wasnt coming through , IT wasnt connecting to my question . However last night I recieved some pranic healing and my cards where read and twice the message was the same. I am being heard but I need to let go . IN therapy the message is the same as well forgiveness. Will I ever come to that well I ve done it before but it took like 2 years before I could. NOw I wonder if it will take that long again. At these times I have to tremember to let go and let god take over it. Afterall he , she, it is on my side . I have always beable to surrender to faith , bringing about peace and serenity . Thats what I want now to comfortable in my own skin , atmosphere and time .. just to be at peace like I once was . Which is way it was taken away because others had none , they felt I should have none either , however I believe in karma in effect. I have seen too. this gives me great solace , because one moment , one fine day , there will be their regret.