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The name was given to me as a child by one of my predators . I often wonder how these men could of hurt someone like me innocent vulnerable a child . At times like these I wrap my head and heart around GOD. All-knowing , all -loving , never-changing God . So I am reminded that we never get to influence people they way we want to only the way we are supposed to . Whatever happened for whatever reason God willed it to be .Maybe I was their judgment , I know one day they will all regret it , everything they have ever done will be brought to the light . And wither in this life or next they will meet the ultimate Judge and be faced with their sins . And one day these thoughts will begin intergrating into my mind where they will be just ordinary memories that will hold no power or meaning over me . amen.