In affect:

My body has been all out of sorts since I went fora pranic healing on tuesday I feel so drained and sore . I am not sure why I feel this way since I have often gone to pranic healings many times and this is the first time I feel weak and man it sucks.I just cant seem to able to get my get up and go and the weed I have right now sucks too, I hate this spells , where I get anxious for no reasons . I find it difficult to find my place where I can sit comfortably something inside me is pulling at itself . I saw this girl I hadnt seen for a while and when I did I was over joyed to see her I was so happy . THE encounter left me tender-hearted and soft . I feel like an young school girl whop got the attention of the lead cheerleader . I Have felt slightly more happy when I look upon that moment . I get so lonely , I believe that could also be the source of sudden turn down . but anyway back to this girl I love the way she smiles and laughs . THe way she does not stream smoothly in and out of conversation. I cant imagine what she could see in me . I wonder if I made any triggers in her brain . Did I leave her hopeful and nostalgic ? her wink was like a bullet in the brain .