Memory number 73: Infamous

....It was sometime in the summer.I believe I was almost four I forget sometimes, because the only one who had birthdays where Dr. Swaney. I had just spent a couple of days at Dr.Swaney's house. My family had begun asking where I was. So they and by they I mean the men staying at his house . Brought me back to my Aunts house since that's where they could to a certain extent get away with raping me . Greg , Jimmy and Milhouse would usually spend the summer there. People were always coming in and out. But at Dr. Swaneys house there were always cockroaches ,mainly because he lived like Ed Gein, or John Wayne Gacy. The basement was infested with all sorts of maggots ,roaches and mice. Partly because of the dead bodies he would leave in the basement. Dr. Swaney had left me in the care of "cousin" Brian. I hated Brain, HE COULDNT KEEP HIS FUCKEN FINGERS OUT OF ME!!!!!!!
Well now that I was back at my Aunts there was a chance of safety and not being touched .So on this particular day , Swaney had decided it was time I die . Now the way these Satanists used to re-animate dead bodies I have no idea but I saw it ...Alot. So they filled the bathtub halfway , I remember Greg doing it.Then , in the swimsuit I had worn since I was two , laughing, I got in the tub. I laughed because killing an innocent child is something horrible, how could anyone let him get away with it . Furthermore, ultimately where would that child end up if not back in heaven, I never did anything cruel or mean. So I gasped one last breathe before I went under..........................................................................................................................................................................then I felt Swaneys fist around my neck, in a moment I panicked and kicked at him . So he shoved down harder. In this moment, despite that my life was at risk. I realized how creepy it would be if I lived passed this moment.And yes I wanted to scare them to the bone the way they had been trying to do to me . So I began thrusting my arms this way and that, while still holding my breathe. I slowly gave up, blew out a bubble and waited under the water. Still holding my breathe , I waited to hear them leave. Millhouse , along with Greg , Axel , Nathan("Mike Patton") and Matt stone , who could of been no older than sixteen at the time ,all left with Dr. Jerry Swaney and the demon that preferred to be called Allister. Matt stayed behind because he said he "liked" me , who knows in what demented sense. Although, even as a child , I learned to take any kind behavior at face value. They left to the empty room in the house and began smoking weed. I waited a couple of seconds and started slapping the water with my hands. To see if any of them were still watching , because now I wanted to scare the shit out of them. I slowly raised my upper body and looked over to Matt; who eyes were bugged and his skin a touch of pale . Trying to push down my thunderous glee and laughter , I put my forefinger up to my mouth . And whispered a "shhhhh" to Matt, he fell almost at the point of collapse . What a thrill to realize I was being underestimated!!!!!!!!!