Ricky Martin was big that year and since the "digital" Apocalypse of 2000 held no ground everyone seemed to be partying with no-limit. I saw all of it as hocus-pocus to distract people from the apparent enviable event that would took place on September 11th as to shock the "collective " conscience of the American society . So there could be manipulation of people, their fears, and dreams. I was so pissed I felt tension surmounting every day , no-body "really" liked me in high-school. Honestly, I didnt give a shit , everything was pissing me off. I hadnt realized anything significant about Diane Allen since I hadnt been re-acquainted with Gerard yet. I just finished my sophomore year in high-school and begun loosely hanging out with a typical class slut named Kathrine Baltzell. She was just the most ravenous stuck-up whore I have met to date and I've met Paris Hilton. Pam had gotten a hold of her . Since Millhouse couldnt keep his dick away from El Paso or anything else I've ever touched , He started fucking her and everybody else in the tri-city area. Diane always hated me because she felt that at age two I took Chris(Tom) Hanks away from her. She was always repulsing and her greed was insidious. She would hold under-age orgies at her surburban home in the willows and was known by every Mason that ever walked into the Scottish-rite temple.
Well since Jim's(he raped me anally when I was nine , he was seventeen back in early 1994) band At the Drive-In was signed through Dave Grohl (Dave Grohl and Melvin from Nofx were witnesses) everybody wanted a taste of fame. I never wanted to be famous; great ..yes..famous...no. Plus there was this other stupid bitch at my school who got off on seeing me get harassed , she was a pedaphile. Mrs. Karne's was one of the most moronic women in history , everything about her disgusted me. She had affairs with students, the younger the better, was two decades older than she had ever confessed to and was good friends with Pam. So you have this trio of dip-shits planning or trying to pull off one of the biggest cover-ups in history whom had no sense of control , balance, articulation, or even a sense of gravity. You know stupid like Ocean's 12 and up. Like Idiocracy stupid , like Korn's latest album stupid, like "super-committee" stupid. I mean LLLLLaaaame. You know how frustrating it is to deal with people of this stupidity.
So ricky martin was playing the Sun Bowl, Gus Haddad, a local real-estate "mogul" had the box seats for the season and since his cousin was in-town it was emphasized I needed to meet him. You know for Candlelighter's. Now everybody "in the family" kept hacking away at me , to figure out what I knew. "Knew" ...knew??? nothing.... yet.... but if these assholes where already paranoid. Well, it tipped me off , that there was something that I needed to know . Norma was sweating like a fat whore in church, she was always screaming at me trying to get out information for Dr. Swaney or Autumn or this local prostitute Alice. I am talking about the scum of the earth . I walked into the Sun Bowl by myself and went towards the elevators . Steve Carrell and Millhouse where at the lower level with another whore name Filomenia .
Sally (another prostitute) loved being manipulated by Millhouse (Jon Stewart). She went everywhere with that fucken asshole. She helped raise his little psychos and was more devoted to his dick then she was ever to me. I was so pissed because of this bullshit . I was about to enter the elevator to go to the top of the stadium .When I saw they had a small red-headed little girl with them. Millhouse loved destroying little girls better than Satan himself, although in a female body. I waited for Norma to join me in the elevator.We got up to the highest level to get seated for the box . I was pissed some how after I was abandoned in El Paso certain women had made a deal to make as much money out of me as possible with promotion and promises of meeting me. She had just revealed to me in the elevator that was the only reason Diane was keeping me around. We entered and a whole bunch of kids, I remembered from the past, where there with Diane. She was drinking with a white woman I only remembering seeing once before. Autumn was with them. As soon as I arrived all the girls left in one car and the boys left with the older white women.
I entered, totally ignoring the group of men talking in a circle at the open bar by the front entrance I just wanted to see that many people from above . I sat down and Norma said hello to the men talking to themselves . She took her seat next to me and was drenched with sweat . I turned to her and said in a hush : " Just a word of advice ...you'd suck at poker ." I took a look around and a younger Barack Obama shot me a glance.
" Holy shit Norma did Millhouse get a hold of your idea ..." I said whispering.
"Yes..." she said through gritted teeth.
" Is that why ..you told me about the bets when I was eleven."
" Moni-Q come on before they leave .." Gus Haddad called out to me.
" Just a second Gus.." I yelled back joyfully , I wanted to shave his balls with a rusty razor.
" What where you trying to save..I mean what where you trying to convince me to do .."
" To stay in El Paso"
" I was never gonna leave....now where did you get that idea!" I said calmly , but imagined myself sweating blood.
" Moni- Q! Come on ...you can talk to your Aunt anytime." Gus called demanding.
" Little Ray.. you know the Ortega's." Norma fessed up.
I leaned in ......" I never had any intention on leaving."
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